Baby AJ

This is our little guy.  I love taking pictures of him!   AJ was born April 17th 2008 in Jordan Valley Hospital.  Having AJ was the best experience I could ever have!  If you know me at all you would know how scared I was to have children.  Jason and I were married for 5 years before we even decided we were ready for the experience.  I was afraid of many different things.  Could I handle the pain, would I have Postpardom Depression, would the baby be healthy, were we finacially ready, and would I be a good mother.  After many ponderings I came to the conclussion that I was ready to start my family.  Being pregnant is an experience in itself, I was sick for the first 4 months, retained a lot of water that I am still trying to get rid of, and no matter what happened I would cry at anything.  The Websters and Jason could probably tell you about some way funny stories of me breaking into tears over the dumbest things ever.  The day of AJ's arrival, I had the 6 most important people in my life cheering me on (Jason, mom, dad, Steph, Cassie and Adam).  Jason was amazing!  Towards the end of the whole thing I know he was afraid to be a dad but, of course he is the best one ever.  The minute I got to hold AJ in my arms I realized all the fears I had for the last 9 months were gone.  This baby was mine and I was going to be the one taking care of him and that was all I could think about.  It is now 2 months later and I feel the same way.  He has changed our lives, made me more brave and has brought Jason and I even more closer that we ever have been.  We love you little guy!